I really don't know how to get help for Christmas this year. i'm a single mom of an 11 year old girl and a 10 year old boy. i feel like I've let them down this year. i cannot afford my bills much less Christmas presents. i feel terrible cause they are old enough to know i don't have the money and say "it's ok mom. we know you don't have the money " but at the same time i believe they think i will pull it off this year like I've done before. Im so scared of their little faces Christmas morning and the dreaded "so how was your Christmas" or "what did you get for Christmas ?" from their little friends at school.....what can i do?